kids

Allot is going on right now with My daughter Nicole I wish that there is more I can do to help her. I support her every choice she makes and I love her with all my heart. I hope that is enough. I love all my kids. I am proud of every single one of them. They didn't have the typical family upbringing, but they did learn allot from our mistakes, just as I have. I wish that things were different but they weren't and to learn from the past is the key to the future. I love all of you guys .

MY cat thats not mine

My daughter told a friend that she would take his cat off his hands, you see his girlfriend is expecting and being around a cat is not good , at least that's what people say. Any way this cat fit into this house perfectly, he got along with the dogs and my grand kids. He used the Kittie litter box without a problem. He even thought he was mine because he slept with me and my dog. It seemed like I was the only one who feed him and gave him water. He even would be sitting in the window ledge waiting for me to get off work. Just like Pedro my dog. But this lovable cat would eat people food. He wouldn't even wait till you were finish , he would help himself to what ever was on your plate. That really pissed me off. I don't eat after any animal. Then the gas started, oh boy his gas smelled worst than anything I ever smelled . And working in a hospital I smelled some really rioting stuff. Oh boy then he made the mistake of pooping on the floor. Since my daughter brought the cat home i made her clean it up. well after a few times Nicole through the cat out side. The weather was great sunny and warm. Until now I feel so bad for that cat that's not mine. So i made him a home. He loves it even with the serve weather we are having. What is so funny is that I am not a cat person. but I feel that this cat is mine. Everyone i talk to say the cat is fine And I know they are right. So I still give him water and food and fluff his blanket and make sure his bed is dry.

tornados

I was woken up last night at 230 in the morning by my daughter in law then I heard the sirens. Shoudnt it have been the other way, the sirens waking me up first. It was pretty scary the loud noises the wind and the rain, then hail, large hail, very large hail. THis was the first time since I moved to oklahoma that I actually needed to take shelter. And what was so funny is that we all were talking about getting a tornado kit ready earrly that evening, plus by the time we decided what to do . the warning ended. May be we should develop a better plan of action. I guess it was about 430 that i finally fell back to sleep. and i woke up at 8 this morning. I am glad that i am working this evening then I can take a nap with out feeling guilty.

what a mess

I have been trying to understand how people could be so mean. MY daughter Nicole and her ex are fighting now his family is putting me right in the middle of this terrible fight. I am not lowering my self and attacking back with nasty things. but to be the smart one here and not say stuff is really hard and it really hurts me. I hope that all my kids really understand that I really love them. with all my heart.

Daughtry

having one day off a week is not enough. May be because I am older I feel it more. What ever the reason I have no engery. I am giong to a concert next week. I am so excited.