I have been really busy these past few weeks, it all most seems that I have not had a day off. With my job at the hospital, babysitting Alaura during the week, and babysitting Seth, Aymia, and Marissa on the weekendsI don't have any days off. However I do see a light at the end of the tunnel. Alaura will be strarting pre, pre school in august. I will be able to sleep more and hopefully Start school again. I am also hoping that NIcole and Kenny will have everything settled by then. So if I keep my fingers crossed and pray I might get to do a little of what I want.
It has been 5 months since Russel and his girlfriend(wife)move in here with Nicole and myself. WE haven't got in any real fights so I think everthing is going ok. However I do feel a little tension at times from Nicole and alot from Russel and Myria. I know that it was going to be hard living all together. And in the long run everyone does understand we will all have our bad and good days.
I love all my kids. And I know that they love me. So I wish that we all can live in one big house forever. BUt I also know that they do want thier freedom. Its only normal. And one day I will be by myself again. I dont know if I will cry from being sad or happy.
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