Harmony at Home

I have been really busy these past few weeks, it all most seems that I have not had a day off. With my job at the hospital, babysitting Alaura during the week, and babysitting Seth, Aymia, and Marissa on the weekendsI don't have any days off. However I do see a light at the end of the tunnel. Alaura will be strarting pre, pre school in august. I will be able to sleep more and hopefully Start school again. I am also hoping that NIcole and Kenny will have everything settled by then. So if I keep my fingers crossed and pray I might get to do a little of what I want.
It has been 5 months since Russel and his girlfriend(wife)move in here with Nicole and myself. WE haven't got in any real fights so I think everthing is going ok. However I do feel a little tension at times from Nicole and alot from Russel and Myria. I know that it was going to be hard living all together. And in the long run everyone does understand we will all have our bad and good days.
I love all my kids. And I know that they love me. So I wish that we all can live in one big house forever. BUt I also know that they do want thier freedom. Its only normal. And one day I will be by myself again. I dont know if I will cry from being sad or happy.

going crazy

This past mothers day was a day to remember I locked my only set of key in my car then i lost them after I got them out. Iam getting old and its scarey

stupid people

First of all I want to thank Kenny's family for showing us how STUPID they are.All day yesterday, Kenny's sister who lives in Vegas and his mom were messaging Nicole with some really hateful remarks. They tried thier best to scare nicole, but it didnt work. All that happened was that Nicole got mad and stood her ground. well Kenny called last night and told us that he never asked his sister or mom to say the things they said. plus today I went on his sisters my space and she deleted all that was said plus she said she just wanted to say thoses things to piss some one off and have fun. well thats one stupid bitch. I have to wonder where her brain is or does she have one.
If kennys family had any sense they would let Alauras parents work this out. His mom and sisters need to stay out of this, and they need to keep there stupid comments to them selves. However if they really want to share their comments they can call me anytime. but its really funny because everytime I ask them to talk to me they back down. I wonder why. And maybe if they are smart enough to know have to access my blog . I might get a response. I think not.