Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Family

I have so much on my mind I don't know were to begin. So first, Last night I witness a miracle, the miracle of life my daughter gave birth to my fourth granddaughter. It wasnt the first birth I witnessed; all my daughters allowed me to be there. Watching a child being brought into this world is so special. I will always remember and i do remember every birth. I am so happy.
Second, I sat here this morning talking to some one who has grown up. He has shown me a different side to his old self. I just pray that he continues on with his changed self and I am proud of him. And KP keep up the good work.
Third, I am trying my hardest to not hate. I have had some tough times with a few family members. No matter what They do I still end up forgiving them. but when is enough. I think I reach that point. I realized I can forgive them But I dont have to be around them for any more abuse. I dont have to hate them and I dont I love them . They may not feel the same but thats ok. I love my self to much to allow myself to be a hateful person. I made up my mind I will not end up being like them. I am sorry life is to short to be that hateful.

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